Friday, October 14, 2011

College Worries

I am not that nervous for college. Or rather, I am, but not really for the normal stuff. I'm not scared to live with 5 other chicks I don't know. And I'm not nervous to move somewhere I don't know. But, I am nervous to have to cook my own food. Because my cooking knowledge is so limited, I'm terrified that I'm going to be eating chicken pot pies, top ramen, and honey nut cheerios for 3 years. And then I am worried that because of my high sodium intake, my heart will shrivel up or whatever and I'm going to get diabetes.
I am also a little nervous for the socializing aspect. I am not a particulariliy social person. I don't like 75% of society. But, alas, I'm going to have to find some kind of amigo to talk to, otherwise I will be known as That-Girl-Who-Wears-Tall-Shoes-And-Never-Talks-To-Anyone. And I would rather be known as That-Girl-Who-Wears-Tall-Shoes-And-Is-Pretty-Cool-Sometimes.
I think that's all I'm nervous for. Oh yeah. I'm nervous about not having a pet dog. It's become such a big part of my happiness and sense of well-being. Also, I'm nervous that I can't take my knife collection to college.
But that's it.
-Sarah Shill


I'm going to college soon, too.  Im pretty excited.  But also nervous.  I realized a couple weeks ago.....I am going to be going someplace where I most likely won't know anybody and will have to make all new friends.  I mean....lots of people annoy me.  Which is stupid to say cause I can be annoying, as well.  But I hope to make some friends and not be a loner who spends her nights and weekends relaxing in her dorm.  
Cause that's what I like to do: relax.  I enjoy coming home after a difficult workout and simply laying down.  
There's another question....WILL I PLAY SPORTS IN COLLEGE?! there's no way I can't do nothing....I would die of.....unhappiness cause working out makes me happy.  I just love that feeling of knowing that I pushed my body beyond it's average limits.  
HERE'S ANOTHER PREGUNTÁ!!!!!!  WHERE AM I GOING TO COLLEGE?!??!?!?!!?
I DON'T KNOW YET.  I am in the process of applying.  I'm excited.  OH WAIT.....WHAT IF I WANNA GO ON EXCHANGE?! SHOULD I?!?!?!?!?
I DON'T KNOW.  
I know that I don't wanna get married right away though....ugh too soon.  I'm not in love either, so it's all outta the question.  Pooey.  I love my home and everyone here (that doesn't put my mind on edge).  I love my young womens ladies and my friends and school and swimming.....and soon I will be gone :(
Movin' on to better things, I suppose.  As I have moved up the totem pole of high school, life has gotten better.  I know clearly what I want and who I am and am just happy.  
I'm going to miss my mommy and daddy.  and my whole flipping family.


Oh ya....and I can't cook much, either.  I'm kinda lackin in the money area, too.
-Mallory